Belief

If you're angry, then just be angry. If you want to be quiet, just be quiet. If you want to cry, then cry. If you want to blame me, then blame me. I don't forbid you to do those things.

For who am I to tell you not to do those? I can only say my words, but the decision is yours. Those are your rights to do, not mine. Hell, I might not like it with some of the things you do, but it's your choice. It's your life. You're the one who chose what you believe, and what you do.

People only see what they want to see, true. That's fine with me. That's why we have free will. I did my job, and this time, I made a mistake doing it. Well, I should have known, but regret always comes too late, eh? I said I'm sorry for that, but if you don't want to forgive, if you think I don't care, fine. It's your choice.

Does it hurt? Yeah, if that's what you're aiming for. But well, whether you believe it or not, it's your choice, not mine.

Tagged By Ipeh Again

Title said it all. Well, It's quite some time since Ipeh tagged me, so here goes :D

You Can Only Type One Word:

Where is your cell phone?
-pocket

Boyfriend/girlfriend?
-none

Your hair?
-thinning

Your favorite thing?
-DnD

Your dream last night?
-Work

Your favorite drink?
-Milk

The room you're in?
-Office

Your last ex?
-Heh?

Your fear?
-Alone

Where were you last night?
-Bed

What you're doing right now?
-Tagged

Do you like muffins?
-Yup

Where did you grow up?
-Batavia

The last thing you did?
-Eating

What are you wearing?
-Clothes

Your TV?
-None

Your pet or pets?
-None

Your computer?
-fine

Your Life?
-usual

Your Mood?
-bad

Missing someone?
-yes

Your vehicle?
-none

Your work?
-ongoing

Like someone?
-sorta

Color?
-blue

When is the last time you laughed?
-yesterday

How many people do you trust?
-few

Person(s) you trust?
-few

Siblings or Elders?
-sister(s)

Best feature?
-laziness

Sport?
-walking

Reminiscence

After browsing through YouTube videos of Super robot Wars : Original Generations Gaiden, I just realized how much I missed those old days. Those days where I just wander around aimlessly, having no care or responsibility. Just living life and enjoying it. Or to put it simply, I miss Bandung.

Bandung and Original Generations to be exact. Gosh, that Shinka Ialdabaoth made me wish I had a TV and PS2 in my room. Or at the very least, a properly working PCSX2. Folka Albark and his Ialdabaoth may come at the top of the list of my favorite mech with its over-the-top attack animations. Reminds me a lot of that beautiful DaiRaiOh and its Jinrai.

Reminds me of that final stage of Alpha 3, the best SRW I've ever played, and the most epic battle I've experienced in my lifetime of gaming. Not to mention it has the most impressive cast ever assembled. Mazinkaizer, Shin Getter, GaoGaiGar, Combattler and Voltes, SRX, Gunbuster, the entire generation of Macross casts, Gundams from 0078 to SEED... All in place for that one last big push to the end of the galaxy.

Perhaps the most memorable of that battle though, was the music. The song that was played by the Fire Bomber band from Macross 7 to reverse the tide, and raise the spirit when it seemed to fail.

It is GONG, by JAM Project.

GONG
JAM Project

Mune ni komi ageteku　　Atsuku　　Hageshii　　Kono omoi
Bokura wa iku　　Saigo no basho e
Te wo toriai　　Chikai atte

Asu wo yoake mae ni　　Ano sora e to tabitatsu no sa
Bokura ga koko ni ita koto dake　　Douka　　Oboete ite hoshii yo

Furi mukana　　Namida wo miseruna
I GOT THE POWER OF LOVE
Asu wo tori modosunda

Ima koso　　Tachiagare　　Sadame no senshi yo
Inazuma no tsurugi de　　Teki wo kechirase
Yasuragi wo yumemiru　　Hagane no yuusha yo
Mamoru beki mirai to ai wo shinjite
Towa e! Towa e!

Moshimo　　Chikara tsukite　　Toushi no yaiba kudaketemo
Bokura wa nidoto modoranai　　Tomo ni ginga no umi ni chirou

Osoreruna　　Hokori wo suteruna
I GET THE POWER OF LOVE
Saa　　Mayowazu　　Yukunda!

Ooshiku　　Mai odore　　Sadame no senshi yo
Konjiki no tsubasa de　　Ten ni habatake
Hikukoto wo shiranai　　Hagane no yuusha yo
Moetagiru SOURU no meizuru mama ni
Towa e! Towa e!

Ima koso　　Tachiagare　　Sadame no senshi yo
Inazuma no tsurugi de　　Teki wo kechirase
Yasuragi wo yumemiru　　Hagane no yuusha yo
Mamoru beki mirai to ai wo shinjite
Towa e! Towa e!

Translation

With our hearts gradually filled up with hot and intense emotions, we are going to the last battleground, hand in hand, with a common oath.

Before the dawn sets in tomorrow, we will begin our journey to the skies, to that universe. Please, do not forget that we were once part of Earth. That's our only wish.

We turn around, only to conceal our tears. I get the power of love, to gain back our future, our tomorrow.

Warriors of fate, It's now time to stand up. Use the sword of lightning to scatter your enemies. Heroes of steel, they dream of peace and tranquility. Believe in the future and love that you must protect.

To eternity! To eternity!

If we use up all our energy and strength, and if our blade which signifies our fighting spirit breaks; Even then, we will not turn back, and we shall perish together in the vastness of the galaxy.

We are afraid, and we throw away our pride, but I get the power of love. So, even when we are lost, we shall go forward.

Warriors of fate, you shall dance bravely. Use your golden wings, and fly to the skies. Heroes of steel, they do not have the word "retreat" in their minds. Continue to command with your burning soul of rage.

To eternity! To eternity!

Warriors of fate, It's now time to stand up. Use the sword of lightning to scatter your enemies. Heroes of steel, they dream of peace and tranquility. Believe in the future and love that you must protect.

To eternity! To eternity!

Just a Little

Well yes, maybe I'm a little upset.
And a little bit tired, maybe.
And a little too much to think of.
A little bit of everything and something.

Well, enough with the rant, and let's go to the.. rant. It's just I never really liked leaving a job half-done. And while I sometimes come off as uncaring, I take certain pride in my works. I'm proud for what I did, and maybe just a tiny bit possessive about it. I know that person doesn't mean it like that, but I can't help but think...

Someone's taking over my job, claiming it as their own, and taking all that away.

I know it isn't true, but well.. couldn't help but think like it. Well, even if it's true, it's happens everyday around the world anyway.